The last post was in year 2021, and now its the middle of Q3 of 2025. I guess I had a way to channel my writing and voice record my ramblings when I encounter a beautiful friend E since GemKids resume to physical lesson after Covid. She seems like she's been around this samsara world for a long time, and she could see through many things that many people not able to see. I know somehow she will be reading this blog, so its weird... I'm not sure what I wish to pen down now, just trying to keep my blog alive, but many a times I got my 'aha' moment when E prompt me further to think and I find my own answers without having to journal it.
Many a time, she mentioned that I'm lack of grounding, if I can make sense of what it means, its like lack of meditation - true. Lack of concentration / focus / paying attention to 1 thing long enough.
Maybe I'll come back to this page, when I can hold long enough my flow of thoughts and words.
For now... its 10.30pm, my body seems like wishing to rest. Perhaps I shall respect my own body more and more as I get older and older.... just be.
