Fatigue...

I don't have any energy left to work today, Monday. I've not felt so lifeless at work...

Friday went for a programmers mtg that lasted way passed midnight!

Saturday morning jump up from bed early morning to pick up 3 guys before driving to Sunway for the GCB. Very good session session I & II, even the keynote address by Ven. Mahinda was very apt for our current INCOVAR camp concept, in relating to understanding the mind and staying happy. Where the 4 sublime states of mind which is Metta, Karuna, Mudita & Upekkha is truly a way of life or practise if we want to have a 'good' mind. OK pls hijack the keynote paper printed for everyone, I need to take the time to read all the papers written all the speakers.

Sat afternoon -- what a surprise, I met up Sau Yee my schoolmate aka 'bus friend' who happens to be the standin official PHOTOGRAPHER for the event! She recognised me first... and I couldn't even tell who's she for 3 seconds! Gossh... if I'd uttered 'who u?' *cannot imagine*

So yada yada, times up had to rush home to change into dinner baju and head on to Puchong to carpool with 3 other upm-coursemates for a wedding dinner in Sg Pelek, that's a holy 1++ hr of driving thanks to the slow tractor occupy the one lane street! Couldn't believe I left my mobile phone at home in the midst of rushing out... I'd roped in my Klang coursemate to go help my INCOVAR friends for the Bamboo mission for Sunday, and I'm handphone-less?!

Sunday morning -- 7am jump up from bed, let the dog out (mom is away for 2 weeks so I'm co-dog sitter & housekeeper) dragged myself all the way for morning walk at Kiara.. then went to Seapark to buy Ribena & junks for a class party starting at 11am at my Sunday school. Oh and I forgot to print out the Feedback form for the school teachers to fill in (it was last day of school). So sharks I was splitting my body into doing printing/distributing feedback form and attending a kids party and ensuring the latest newsletter is given all out(got a girl to help).

I couldn't help to clean up the mess for the class, really thankful for my nice co-teacher to clean up the mess while we let go the kids early, and I rushed off to change into a dress & head on to KLCC for the "Swan Lake" mpo concert ~ that nearly made me wanna doze off. It was really CLASSICAL music + ballerina in tight pants spinning around. I could help wonder what if the 'prince' is turned on... I tried very hard to stay awake until the end of the show... made some wrong turn at kl.. finally got home to change & zoom off to BGF.

It's gonna be 7pm where the meet up with Spore youth will commence, and I couldn't get anybody to reply my sms that they'd be bringing the food. I drop the bgf key to CO and then went to Nanking to order rm130 worth of food, then back to BGF to confirm food is definitely NOT enuff and there's no ice. So CO drove me to get ice and tapao alot more non-vegetarian food and came back... started the session when everyone is there.

The night went well, with some output and alot of conversation Having Said That yadayada.. and I'm so thankful that the Msian people came and it turned out well. I finally got home... to bath, change, sweep the floor.. cannot tahan.. zzzzzzzzzz....

Monday morning -- jump off the bed -- im LATE! Geezzz.. where is my mom?! Grrrrr.... need to let the dog out shit, clean up the peepee on the flr, get changed in split seconds, dash out of the house and pray that I can get a parking near my office and dragged my feet up to my desk.

This is how I'm feeling sooooooooooooooooooo tired today. First time I went to the toilet cubicle to take a short nap in the office!

Rojax mix all-in-1 update

I'm going off to Cameron Highlands on Friday, buy some flowers & take some pictures, then next day help sayang to arrange flowers for SBS for Kathina on early Sunday morning. Pretty happening, the most happening part is knowing my Indian neighbour (the entire family) will be going to Cameron Highlands too for Deepavali! *Aiyaah there goes my neighbour aunty's Thosai & curry...* Who else will I be meeting in Camerons? My cousin sis from Penang!

Like no wonder I couldn't get to book the 'hostel' that I wanted -- Father's Guest House. But not complaining cos I read a horrible review about the management being 'racist', they only allow gweilo to stay in the dorm -- wtf. Like if you're Malaysians you cannot book or stay a certain specified type of room cos its specially reserved for foreigners. Like huurrrllllooo???

Anyway, I've been waiting to blog about my recent interesting "dinner" organised by the man himself Mr. Tony Pua for Petaling Jaya residence with the apt theme of "To Lead Malaysia Forward". If you're into politics and not sensitive (with my words) then check out my ahmoi blog. Oh ya and how can I forget that, on 10th November, when I'll be in Taiping there's this BERSIH peaceful people's gathering -- Coalition for Clean & Fair Elections. Pls wear YELLOW. I do wish to join, really... its gonna be so happening! Bet Med will be there (google abit & found she's the secretariat!). This petite lady that I first got to know when I first volunteered as polling agent in the last election, she's a very yau-yeng activist to me. Feel like shouting out that she's linked to me on Facebook! :p *did I tell you politicians also on facebook?! Like Fong Po Kuan just baru signed up for it*

This blog entry is like crap, all rojak story mix into one. I attended NS's grandpa 90th bday dinner which means I missed out on my cllg's wedding dinner (where most of my cllg attended except me & I didn't even bother to tumpang give angpow). Why?! Because Kevin my Indon cllg say that back in his homeland if you're not married you DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT give angpow in whatsoever condition, be in expensive wedding. Then I said what you're just gonna go have dinner for free?! He said -- maybe will get a gift. *rolled eye* Ok the other not so important reason was that I didn't feel like I giving *ahem* cos he's the guy sitting same row as me -- the you know who. Gosshh.... cannot imagine when he's back from his honeymoon & found out if I've unintentionally stepped his back.

Work -- at work been really busy these days, esp trying to find out why these sms-agents on user machines are not 'healthy'. And I found out that you-know-who's team of field engineers were not doing a proper job in agent verification, and then the ball landed onto my court (system not productive). Blaaahhhh you'd be clueless to know what I'm yakking about, but anyway I totally enjoyed investigation / troubleshooting / learning something new technically. I get shit bored doing the same ol' routine server and engine checking, and because of my laziness -- i got screwed. "Warning" email received from my manager, for not following the 'process' which resulted in the engine being down undetacted & causing their reporting inaccuracy that made the client so unhappy. Me... the girl who can find out all the rootcauses of problems but more prominently known as the girl who didn't follow process (in the eyes of the big big boss sitting far far away in Singapore).

Somemore, attended the "Chicago" musical concert this evening -- ok lah! Free tickets what... not like the seats were sooo front, its quite far. I don't know any of the song except 'All That Jazz'. Good performance to be razzled dazzled with.

GCB -- this one also kuan ngo si... not that its kuan ngo si, but im just helping out with getting more students to join.

Ohya, before I end this, what's been most most eventful over last weekend, was my staying up late all the way till 4.30am to meet the Monday morning deadline to deliver my Sunday School 24pages of newsletter for printing. Thankful for knowing my printer who can accomodate my tight schedule, have to get it out this coming Sunday (when I'm not around)... but I'm really glad its all over. When you put your mind and heart into it, it can all conspire to make things happen for you... I had only 2 editors cum proofreaders working virtually online with me. I'm the layout/formatting technical person that I am. I think I finished it off quite quickly, as I used Indesign instead of Illustrator (learning the vital tips from Pevin & Sue). What would take 5 hours in illustrator would take only 1 hour in indesign, esp on the arrangement of the pages.

Aahhh.. in life, there's no complain if you're doing things that you enjoy doing! And things will surely work out anyway for you -- the secret.

The secret of The Secret, according to Datuk is our Karma. Dohhhh......