Fatigue...

I don't have any energy left to work today, Monday. I've not felt so lifeless at work...

Friday went for a programmers mtg that lasted way passed midnight!

Saturday morning jump up from bed early morning to pick up 3 guys before driving to Sunway for the GCB. Very good session session I & II, even the keynote address by Ven. Mahinda was very apt for our current INCOVAR camp concept, in relating to understanding the mind and staying happy. Where the 4 sublime states of mind which is Metta, Karuna, Mudita & Upekkha is truly a way of life or practise if we want to have a 'good' mind. OK pls hijack the keynote paper printed for everyone, I need to take the time to read all the papers written all the speakers.

Sat afternoon -- what a surprise, I met up Sau Yee my schoolmate aka 'bus friend' who happens to be the standin official PHOTOGRAPHER for the event! She recognised me first... and I couldn't even tell who's she for 3 seconds! Gossh... if I'd uttered 'who u?' *cannot imagine*

So yada yada, times up had to rush home to change into dinner baju and head on to Puchong to carpool with 3 other upm-coursemates for a wedding dinner in Sg Pelek, that's a holy 1++ hr of driving thanks to the slow tractor occupy the one lane street! Couldn't believe I left my mobile phone at home in the midst of rushing out... I'd roped in my Klang coursemate to go help my INCOVAR friends for the Bamboo mission for Sunday, and I'm handphone-less?!

Sunday morning -- 7am jump up from bed, let the dog out (mom is away for 2 weeks so I'm co-dog sitter & housekeeper) dragged myself all the way for morning walk at Kiara.. then went to Seapark to buy Ribena & junks for a class party starting at 11am at my Sunday school. Oh and I forgot to print out the Feedback form for the school teachers to fill in (it was last day of school). So sharks I was splitting my body into doing printing/distributing feedback form and attending a kids party and ensuring the latest newsletter is given all out(got a girl to help).

I couldn't help to clean up the mess for the class, really thankful for my nice co-teacher to clean up the mess while we let go the kids early, and I rushed off to change into a dress & head on to KLCC for the "Swan Lake" mpo concert ~ that nearly made me wanna doze off. It was really CLASSICAL music + ballerina in tight pants spinning around. I could help wonder what if the 'prince' is turned on... I tried very hard to stay awake until the end of the show... made some wrong turn at kl.. finally got home to change & zoom off to BGF.

It's gonna be 7pm where the meet up with Spore youth will commence, and I couldn't get anybody to reply my sms that they'd be bringing the food. I drop the bgf key to CO and then went to Nanking to order rm130 worth of food, then back to BGF to confirm food is definitely NOT enuff and there's no ice. So CO drove me to get ice and tapao alot more non-vegetarian food and came back... started the session when everyone is there.

The night went well, with some output and alot of conversation Having Said That yadayada.. and I'm so thankful that the Msian people came and it turned out well. I finally got home... to bath, change, sweep the floor.. cannot tahan.. zzzzzzzzzz....

Monday morning -- jump off the bed -- im LATE! Geezzz.. where is my mom?! Grrrrr.... need to let the dog out shit, clean up the peepee on the flr, get changed in split seconds, dash out of the house and pray that I can get a parking near my office and dragged my feet up to my desk.

This is how I'm feeling sooooooooooooooooooo tired today. First time I went to the toilet cubicle to take a short nap in the office!