Monday, April 25, 2005

Is the glass half full or half empty?

mpnck: If u r alone in a unknown planet.... Will u feel lonely and boring??
MJ : no
MJ : hopefully u can understand why i say no
mpnck: Why u give me that answer????
MJ : the answer is Yes or No... for me my answer is No
MJ : and of cos i got my reason for that - do u really wanna know?
mpnck: Ain't u a normal human
mpnck: ??
MJ : when i was a kid, i dream of becoming astronaut
MJ : i want to sit on rocket and fly to the outer space
mpnck: me too
MJ : and visit another planet, alien, star, galaxie..
MJ : so if u feel lonely and boring - HOW are u going to survive in the outer space?
mpnck: But u hav not think wat happren next
MJ : when i mean fly away to the galaxie - i mean to fly to see far is the universe, and what is infinity - for me to do that - i cant return to earth. are u afraid of that?
MJ : pls answer me..
mpnck: wait
mpnck: I will answer u
MJ : ..when?
mpnck: I reading ur question now
mpnck: teach me how to spell the word..
mpnck: scenery
MJ : scenary
mpnck: not e mer
MJ : chinchai la
mpnck: ok
mpnck: so
mpnck: die mean dead already
MJ : yes
MJ : are u afraid to die?
mpnck: Hey joon... that is non-sense
MJ : why is that non-sense?
mpnck: die mean u whole body unfunctionliao
mpnck: then how do u enjoy the galaxie
MJ : there are many things that i want to enjoy, but i cant do it all so is that "non-sense"?
MJ : is it non-sense to be practical? and happy?
MJ : and contented?
mpnck: OK
mpnck: let say u will survive in other planet
mpnck: So u wont feel lonely or boring??
mpnck: If u have a love one
MJ : hmm...
MJ : do they have internet access the other planet?
MJ : do they have water?
MJ : do they have animals?
mpnck: will u leave she or he??
MJ : have u seen the movie "castaway"
MJ : uncle - my most love person in this world are my parents
MJ : even if i found a boy to love, NO BOY will EVER take the place of MY PARENTS
mpnck: I know
MJ : so u're asking the wrong person
mpnck: hey
MJ : hey wat..
mpnck: Dun compare it wif the movie
MJ : the point is im not u - u will never understand me - i can live without anyone and still not be lonely - but u cannot understand why
mpnck: just wif ur imaginary
MJ : do u know i can spend my whole day writing with a pen and a book?
mpnck: I want to know why
MJ : becos im a happy girl!
MJ : becos we can create happiness, we can invent friends, we can invent games..
mpnck: some more
mpnck: ?
MJ : u need to find ur own reason
MJ : why shud u be lonely
MJ : or why shud u NOT be lonely
MJ : i have my reason
MJ : and my reasons are not YOUR reason
MJ : u just have to accept ur own reason
mpnck: of cos
mpnck: So guide me
mpnck: How can i enjoy my lonely
mpnck: I dun think u hav experience lonely life
MJ : becos u stop urself from enjoying ur life
MJ : i tell u
MJ : im close with my family
MJ : my parents are my friends
mpnck: I mean... when u have nothing at all
MJ : i talk to my dad EVERYDAY non stop
MJ : from the minute i step into the house i talk to my dad until i sleep
MJ : u have
MJ : u just dun want to appreciate it
MJ : i dun have a boyfriend - how come i never want to have a boyfriend?
mpnck: Excuse me
MJ : do u like pets?
MJ : many ppl have pets to keep them from lonely
MJ : like a dog
MJ : wud u like to buy a dog?
MJ : very cute
mpnck: I know
MJ : have u ever tot of getting a pet?
MJ : no?
mpnck: tell me sincerely
mpnck: not now
mpnck: Actually I like animals
mpnck: even Tiger or lion
mpnck: I also like
mpnck: If u give me a baby tiger
mpnck: I will grow it up
mpnck: BUt not now
MJ : tell u wat sincerely?
mpnck: tell me sincerely
mpnck: Hav u experience the moment that u have nothing at all
mpnck: ??
MJ : i cant remember that moment...
MJ : im born a lucky girl..
MJ : i have everything i wanted from the day i was born
MJ : im the 1st child for my parents
MJ : im the 1st grandchild for BOTH side of my grandparents
MJ : i want education - i get, i want handphone - i get, i want computer - i get, i want to go europe - i get.
MJ : i want to go concert - i get.
MJ : i want a car - i also get.
MJ : im soooooooooooooooooooooooo thankful for my life now
MJ : nothing more i want
mpnck: mei joooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon
mpnck: answer me
mpnck: Dunno u understand my question or not
mpnck: ain't u??
MJ : i understand but do youuuuuuu understtttttttaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand my answer?
mpnck: yes... but i want a direct answer from you
mpnck: yes or no
MJ : i feel that im talking to a very low intelligent guy, after what he's read in my blog, after what he knows about me.
MJ : no i never felt a moment that I have NOTHING!!!
MJ : everytime i have something
mpnck: Ok thanks
MJ : hope that u can think like me!
MJ : do u know how fortunate I am?
mpnck: How
MJ : many people tell me that...
mpnck: u tell me how
MJ : doh..
mpnck: Whatever u want u will get one
MJ : how many ppl got a car in their 3rd year?
mpnck: I nothing
MJ : u got education
MJ : u got phD
mpnck: I cant afford
MJ : u got a handphone
mpnck: it
MJ : u got a bicycle
MJ : u get bangkok
MJ : u got 2 parents
MJ : u got so many brothers
mpnck: My future life still a question now
MJ : u got a home
mpnck: so wat for
MJ : why u not happy that u're alive now?
MJ : would you rather be dead or alive now that u think u got nothing?
mpnck: All these are not my dream
MJ : shud u just die, becos u are not living in your dream?
mpnck: wat to do
MJ : i feel like killing u
MJ : becos u deserve to die
MJ : God gave u such a precious life, u say u have nothing
MJ : it is implying that u dont deserve God's love for u to be born into this miracle planet
MJ : to experience life, and to achieve ur dream life
mpnck: now u answer my miserably
MJ : yeah.. i have the answer to everything
MJ : do u agree with my answer?
mpnck: ok lar
MJ : its NOT OK...
MJ : when i want to kill u
MJ : how can u justify God's love for u to give u ur previous life?!
mpnck: yes..
MJ : how can u pay him back by "thinking u are not living ur dream life" and complaining that "u got nothing"?
MJ : u're a shame
mpnck: u hav give the good answer
MJ : even im not a catholic I also know how to answer on behalf of God la..
MJ : its just ur own eyes
mpnck: i really want to cry now
MJ : how u see things different
MJ : ask u - there is a glass, the water pour half way
MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
mpnck: I always think how the ppl judge on me
MJ : ASNWERMEEEEE
MJ : MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
mpnck: Mei joon this is not ur question
mpnck: I need ur own intelligent question
mpnck: rather than copy from other
mpnck: sorry
MJ : but u cant even answer a very low intelligent / simple / other ppl's question
MJ : can u?
MJ : u dun have to judge me - im not giving myself up for u to judge me
mpnck: i dunwan this question
mpnck: u know why I always judge ppl
mpnck: bcos all ppl judge me 1st
mpnck: All that i know are from I have experience and learn from ppl
MJ : MJ : MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
MJ : MJ : MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
MJ : MJ : MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
MJ : MJ : MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
MJ : MJ : MJ : is the cup "half full" or "half empty"?
mpnck: dunno
mpnck: bcos this is a iq quenstion
mpnck: rather than EQ question
MJ : no
MJ : u're judging the god damn stupid question
MJ : why cant u give the question a break!
MJ : the question is too simple to be categorized as EQ or IQ or CQ
MJ : what u just have to do is BE YOURSELF aND aNSWER THE *^$&&#^%#& QUESTION!
mpnck: by logic both answer are correct
MJ : WHAT IS YOUR ANSWER?!
mpnck: both also correct
mpnck: so how
MJ : before i take out the knife
MJ : and cut across ur neck..
MJ : im forcing u now
MJ : u give me AN ANSWER
mpnck: i dunno la
mpnck: both also correct la
mpnck: ain't it
MJ : it's not a math / logic question - it is a stupid question and a stupid answer is needed, just say half full or half empty!
mpnck: can be half full and also be half empty
MJ : in ALL your life time... what is the probability of u saying its' half full?
MJ : and what are the chances of u saying half empty?
mpnck: i really dunno
MJ : I give u last chance before i go home
mpnck: cant imagine
mpnck: I give the answer tomolo
mpnck: can ah??
MJ : give me a break
mpnck: I give u the answer tomolo
MJ : and tomorrow is not a good day for me to chat wtih u
mpnck: sorry
mpnck: then the next day
mpnck: ok??
MJ : anytime.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Whoops, got kinda heated there, didn't you? =) You've definitely got a point about being greatful for the good things in life, but that conversation was a bit confusing for an outsider. I hope you've come to some kind of an understanding with the person you were talking to...